Sta.sh
Optimism I'm not all that sure of what happened anymore. I've said everything else I can say.
I guess I've just been thinking about things again recently. Weirdly enough, there's just something ultimately wrong with killing zombies without your partner in arms. It's an oddly sobering thought to have at 2 in the morning. Can't say it's that far off the mark though.
So yeah.
I guess what I'm trying to say is;
I miss you.
I want you to know that I still think about you fondly on occasion. Probably will for the rest of my life. You were a good friend. I think there will always be times where I wonder how you're doing in life.
I want to believe that even though there was bad crap that went on (I can admit to my part in all of this), that our friendship still had an extremely high level of awesome mixed in as well. I want to believe that you may also believe that as well.
This is not an attempt to guilt or to push or even to beg. I extended an olive branch long ago that you chose not to accept, that has no bearing whatsoever on my decision to write this or say these things. The reason I wont be sending this to you is because I still respect you as a person, and thus respect that you no longer wish to be friends.
The reason I am writing this here or even at all is based solely on the slim possibility that if one day, sometime in the near future, if you do happen to think of me and maybe you also happen to stop by my page, that maybe you WILL read this. Or maybe you won't, it's your choice.
And it's okay if you don't.
But it still needed to be said. Should have been said a long time ago with that olive branch I mentioned earlier. Sure, it might not have helped, but that's beside the point.
Because seriously? It's the principle of the thing.
And that's all I have to say on the matter
Sincerely,
Sarah
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-WIPs to look forward to-
1. LoZ: Tetra (50% done)
2. My little supernatural pony (x-over) Sam (100%), Dean (80%?), Crowley (0%), Gabriel (100%), ??? (0%) overall: (75-90% done)
3. Xmen Oc (2 of em) (59% done)
4. Michael Fassbender (45% done)
5. Fem!Dean (50% done)
6. Fem!Cas (50% done)
7. xmen fc Magneto FINISHED!
8. Castiel FINISHED!
9. LoZ: Ocean King ZFINISHED!
